Promises

 The words you said to me 

Walking side by side 

Along a narrow path 

Keeps playing in my head 

Trivial matters of your daily life. 

Our secret meet up

Exciting but full of anxiousness

A short walk full of nervousness. 

How badly I wanted to hold your hand. 

My heart knows how painful it was 

To walk beside yet our fingers far apart. 

All the hugs I promised you 

Wanted to give you atleast one. 

Where did my courage go? 

Wish I could have been bolder. 

Ill miss us so badly 

I am missing you so badly. 

I promise to not cry 

I promise to cherish you 

I promise to cherish us.