Despair

 What is this feeling?

The red lights fading away,
And the blue closing in.
Am I returning to my old self,
Old sad melodies my muse?

The sand slowly slipping under my feet,
The water rushing in pulling me to the core.
Finding my feet burried
In the sand of despair.
What is this feeling?

What is this feeling,
As I don't like it anymore
Peeping into the past
Pulling in like a magnet.
Future looks black and cloudy.

When will it Rain again?
Wetting my inner self,
Washing away the despair,
Melting away this sad tune.
What is this feeling?