Afraid to live, Afraid to die.

 How easy it is for you to forget

What you said.

You claim it to be said 

In the heat of the moment.

But that heat ,

Burn deep down inside me somewhere 

Far away hidden below

For no help can reach

And heal the burns made.

Why does the tears not stop?

Why does the pain not stop?

Why does it hurt so much?

For you only said,

You didn't trust me.

Not one not twice.

Am I that bad a person?

Am I that bad to gain it?

I am human too.

Why does the tears fall?

Just like my heart

Falling into a dark fire pit.